Days of summer

When you are longing for something, you are lengthening the waiting for it. Is that rule listed in Albert Einstein's theory of relativity? No, and trust me, if there is a statement sensible to our ordinary brains, it won't be anything near the genius German's principle. However, humanity does not need thousand of pages to prove this so-called feeling-of-time rule, to make it as absolutely right as the official theory of relativity. We all recognize it! Well, it's enough for psychology today, just to lure your attention into my own boredom of  wait. I've been in this pending state for nearly 1 week, longing for this stagnant attachment to end , by the way it was planned to end. Anyway, there'll be one more week ahead; and this will be the very last time I spend my Saturday morning in a office, should I swear?

Ok those italics were saved couple of weeks ago, as a remnant trail of the so call Downey Jr dynasty, you are still great icon Downey but June was a soccer time and you was outplayed a lot by Xavi and Iniesta and their fellows. And the first half of July was a endless stream of series, though the dumbass Mosby led me nowhere near his bitchy wife after 7 seasons, his wingman Stinson was worth watching. Second half of July was spent to do my Juliet Simms a favor throughout the Voice, regardless of the fact that it was all over 3 months ago and I know she never win it :(.
Time along with my suddenly pop-out thought about how a young man transform into a gentleman passed by like a wind. Yes it was the wind of change, but it needs to be a huge, huge, huge wind of change to blow my slacking ass out of this comfy situation. I have been back in town for a few days, enjoying foods and being a day sleeper, gaining fat, looking forward to see how the typhoon sweep through but it didn't come :-<, and I'm about to miss tennis and soccer, just can't get enough with youtube masturbation.
Several things to summarize my ending soon summer, and it's time for lunch now. See you another sleepless morning (:|

A free moment

It has been more than one week since my last post, not too long but quite far from my initial plan when I created this blog. Then I realized emotion doesn't simply come and if it does, you might not always have time to make it in to a neat 500-word writing. And it's hard to gather all those petty moments that you went through after whole day being confined inside an oppressive office.

I'm free now after finishing all work, feeling well though not really good. The only man know why I still have to stay over here and vigilantly do my own affairs is my boss. The workaholic entrepreneur always set his personnel ready to produce any kind of value of which any cent must be taken into account. 

Anyway I won't blame him for the feeling of uselessness that I'm suffering right now. There is a sad true fact that little effort has been put in recently and therefore nothing remarkable is achieved. Am I too neglecting my goals for pursuing vanities and then defend myself with flying words like "job satisfactory" or "sensation seeking"? I don't know anymore. Life is somehow too subtle for even the most delicate minds (I'm not implying anything here :P) to realize whether they are on their right ways or straying in an immense world of wrongness. 

Regardless of those confusing thoughts that over-freedom brought to me, there are still positive signs on this gloomy Tuesday:

   - I started playing field again last Sunday, yet it took me nearly hundred SGD for new boots but they totally deserved. It was great and I felt it right after putting my first few steps over the beloved green turf. And FOOTBALL IS BACK!!!

   - As losing money for crazy sales is the trend brutally sweeping  through Singapore this time of the year, I could not stand out of it. Thus, bought myself a kindle touch. But, again, it's worthy, one and a half hours traveling between East and West now is like a blink. What a magic kindle.

In the end, a quote from Paulo Coelho from "The Alchemist" to remind me of my own problem:

When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.

So, knowing your own destiny is your entire work, universe will help you do the rest. Am I right?

  

Hi there, Saturday

It's my first post in English, so, sorry for causing any annoying moments if you guys encounter any mistakes here. As my last post was written too desperately and in a crush mood, this time is a compensation, not funny but easy to swallow.
Yup, lest's start.
I don't want to mention the writing context, but for sake of convention, it's a sunny, breezy Saturday morning, as I can see from my tiny window. Yeah, beautiful weather, and a rare chance to enjoy it alone, without any disturbance of campus life.

The soccer match last night drained me hard, and I had no choice  but skipped a tennis session this morning. Luckily my playmate had another companion so my guilty didn't last too long. It always been happening in my life, messy and unorganized, a suddenly new thing easily pushes those planned ones down the queue, or sometime, away. However, all in all, everything seems to be fine and I'm enjoying my life. Just do it as you like, except for a serious consequence, other things just don't make any piece of sense. Agree?

Ok, well, the serious consequence is probably here and now, a final review on my report before printing it out is considered no-more-procrastination.
Have a good weekend! Yet the irritating Monday's not that far.