A free moment

It has been more than one week since my last post, not too long but quite far from my initial plan when I created this blog. Then I realized emotion doesn't simply come and if it does, you might not always have time to make it in to a neat 500-word writing. And it's hard to gather all those petty moments that you went through after whole day being confined inside an oppressive office.

I'm free now after finishing all work, feeling well though not really good. The only man know why I still have to stay over here and vigilantly do my own affairs is my boss. The workaholic entrepreneur always set his personnel ready to produce any kind of value of which any cent must be taken into account. 

Anyway I won't blame him for the feeling of uselessness that I'm suffering right now. There is a sad true fact that little effort has been put in recently and therefore nothing remarkable is achieved. Am I too neglecting my goals for pursuing vanities and then defend myself with flying words like "job satisfactory" or "sensation seeking"? I don't know anymore. Life is somehow too subtle for even the most delicate minds (I'm not implying anything here :P) to realize whether they are on their right ways or straying in an immense world of wrongness. 

Regardless of those confusing thoughts that over-freedom brought to me, there are still positive signs on this gloomy Tuesday:

   - I started playing field again last Sunday, yet it took me nearly hundred SGD for new boots but they totally deserved. It was great and I felt it right after putting my first few steps over the beloved green turf. And FOOTBALL IS BACK!!!

   - As losing money for crazy sales is the trend brutally sweeping  through Singapore this time of the year, I could not stand out of it. Thus, bought myself a kindle touch. But, again, it's worthy, one and a half hours traveling between East and West now is like a blink. What a magic kindle.

In the end, a quote from Paulo Coelho from "The Alchemist" to remind me of my own problem:

When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.

So, knowing your own destiny is your entire work, universe will help you do the rest. Am I right?